Post by McStubbsberry on Feb 18, 2017 1:51:59 GMT -6
That is a deep subject. Where do I even begin? With such a huge hiatus, I could almost start off by talking about belly button lint. Not my own because that's gross, but belly button lint in general. Kinda humbling seeing how old this account is, but I digress. I lost my muse years ago, sadly, but found it again while looking at pictures of belly button lint. Then lost it again somehow. There must be a reoccurring theme here, but I can't put my finger in it.
I hit a kind of interesting bump in my life. I can't get human interaction outside of work to save my life, so I turned to an old MMO that I played when I was younger because a really cool dude still plays it... long story with how I met him that I won't get into because it's boring and everything involving my online.... shenanigins involving him and the clan that I joined.... and all those people is super inappropriate. Hilarious, but inappropriate. I digress again, I'm in a clan with him on this game and I feel like an outcast there as well. That kinda stings in itself, but it kind of dawned on me, though. There's still a community here... and one full of really awesome people that took me as I was. Lots of new faces, but either they'll adjust, or I will. There is no in between!
All my terrible jokes involving wells and some weird fixation with belly button lint (I must be tired) aside, I kinda became a broken person. Maybe I've been broken for years and never really admitted it to myself, but it's kind of refreshing to admit that in such a public manner, despite still being fairly anonymous. I believe the last time I was really active here, I had just started my job with one of the major American airlines. I'm still there and I absolutely love it, but I tried picking up a lot of shifts to make up for my loneliness. All that I really accomplished with that is I became more lonely with a broken body and mildly grumpy. The checks were great though!
Since briefly coming on this site.... and a lot of lurking, I kind of played with the idea of building a new character. One that I can better connect with, maybe it'll be therapeutic or something. Word seems to be messed up on my computer though, which kills me because some of my best work is stuck in corrupted files that I have little patience to try and recover right now. Maybe I can do it, but eh. It's probably a blessing in disguise, I'd be more likely to finish something posted on here.... and much more quick about doing it. I don't like people looking at my super rough drafts haha. I guess I should stop rambling though and click that dang ol Create Thread button.
I hit a kind of interesting bump in my life. I can't get human interaction outside of work to save my life, so I turned to an old MMO that I played when I was younger because a really cool dude still plays it... long story with how I met him that I won't get into because it's boring and everything involving my online.... shenanigins involving him and the clan that I joined.... and all those people is super inappropriate. Hilarious, but inappropriate. I digress again, I'm in a clan with him on this game and I feel like an outcast there as well. That kinda stings in itself, but it kind of dawned on me, though. There's still a community here... and one full of really awesome people that took me as I was. Lots of new faces, but either they'll adjust, or I will. There is no in between!
All my terrible jokes involving wells and some weird fixation with belly button lint (I must be tired) aside, I kinda became a broken person. Maybe I've been broken for years and never really admitted it to myself, but it's kind of refreshing to admit that in such a public manner, despite still being fairly anonymous. I believe the last time I was really active here, I had just started my job with one of the major American airlines. I'm still there and I absolutely love it, but I tried picking up a lot of shifts to make up for my loneliness. All that I really accomplished with that is I became more lonely with a broken body and mildly grumpy. The checks were great though!
Since briefly coming on this site.... and a lot of lurking, I kind of played with the idea of building a new character. One that I can better connect with, maybe it'll be therapeutic or something. Word seems to be messed up on my computer though, which kills me because some of my best work is stuck in corrupted files that I have little patience to try and recover right now. Maybe I can do it, but eh. It's probably a blessing in disguise, I'd be more likely to finish something posted on here.... and much more quick about doing it. I don't like people looking at my super rough drafts haha. I guess I should stop rambling though and click that dang ol Create Thread button.
